Loss

What Do You See?

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Grief affects our perspective. I have a beautiful view from the lanai at the back of my house. I looked across the island of Maui to the West Maui Mountains crowned by pure white clouds. I looked at the valley that bisects the island. I gazed at my glorious garden of tropical plants and bananas. Yet what I saw was the empty chair next to mine where my husband used to sit. Everything else felt abstract and superficial. That empty comfortable yard chair is where he spent so many hours communicating, helping others, reading, meditating, smoking a cigar, or gazing at me as I looked back with love. That chair brought me longing, loneliness, and change.

As time has gone by, I still imagine him sitting there, sharing wise words, bringing forth my smile and wonder. And I also reflect on the strength that I have grown into. When he first died, I didn’t recognize myself in the mirror. And I didn’t remember what my smile looked like. Gradually, I have come to see the woman I am becoming. As I have learned the importance of focusing on positivity, joy, gratitude, self-care, and self-love, I am happier now than I ever have been.

When I look at his chair now, I see memories of a beautiful relationship and deep love. When I look in the mirror now, I see peace, contentment, and love.

Henry David Thoreau said, “It’s not what you look at, but what you see.”  And I say what you see is who you are becoming.

Who are you becoming?

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Loving and Living Your Way Through Grief

Emily Thiroux Threatt email is [email protected]

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Holding On

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One thing in life that is for sure is you can’t go back, can’t have a do-over. When dealing with grief for anyone or anything, many of us spend lots of time thinking about the past. We cherish all that was good about our loved ones, and dwell on unpleasant times or things we are sorry about. You may also be feeling regret for plans you had for your future that are no longer possible. This is perfectly normal in early grief, and it has little to do with your life now.

Now, today, and from this day forward, the best thing you can do for yourself is release trying to change your past. Your past is your past. Nothing can be done that can change anything, so dwelling on things that aren’t what you wanted them to be just wastes your time and keeps you stuck. If that seems easier said than done, try this. Choose one thing that bothers you like you didn’t get to move into your dream home together that you had had planned for and worked toward together for years. In your journal, write about that dream home and include all the details you can think of. When you complete that, put it aside.

Now, consider what your life is like and dream in your journal about where you would love to live in your new life now. Include all the details. Maybe in the past you had dreamed of neutral colors like beige, cream, and taupe. In your new home your colors may be lavender and light, warm butter yellow. Maybe you’ve always had a yard that was mostly grass, but you have always wanted an English country garden with tons of different flowers. Maybe you now live in Arizona where your garden would be burned up from the heat, so maybe now is the time to dream of that garden in Northern California where you could also have a wood burning fireplace.

Have fun with this journaling. Try writing about your dream home more than once, maybe moving it to different places where you could enjoy living now more than you would have with your previous dream home. And maybe your dream home is right where you are living now. Try writing about that including everything you’d love about it as well as things you’d like to change. Focus on enjoying the process of examining your life now. Maybe it’s not where you are living you want to focus on. Maybe you need to earn a living, but you are unsatisfied with the career you have had up till now.  Follow this same writing process just changing the subject matter.

The key here is to focus on your now. What can you do now help you move toward your new dream? And what can you do now to live your very best life full of supportive self-care? You can remember what you have learned and loved in your past, and you can dream of what you can learn and love in the future, but put your time and energy on your now. You can make your now wonderful. That’s why they call your now the present.

 

 

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Loving and Living Your Way Through Grief

Emily Thiroux Threatt email is [email protected]

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Hugs

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When I was a little girl, I loved going to visit my grandmother because she gave me such sweet hugs. She always smelled like her carnation toilet water, and her soft, strong arms made me feel loved and secure. However, she was my only source for hugs. I did not see other people hugging. My parents held hands, but I didn’t see them hugging. The only time I remember my mother hugging me was when I was distraught over the miscarriage I had.

I finally started giving and receiving hugs from my husband Jacques’s Italian family. I felt a part of his family with all those hugs and kisses on my cheek. They didn’t have to know someone to greet them with a hug and a smile. What a wonderful feeling. I still am challenged in initiating a hug, but I definitely hug back when someone hugs me. And I feel the benefits of sharing hugs.

“Virginia Satir, a world-renowned family therapist, is famous for saying ’We need 4 hugs a day for survival. We need 8 hugs a day for maintenance. We need 12 hugs a day for growth.’” That sounds so wonderful, yet when we are grieving, often no one is there to share a hug with. I have taught myself to reach out to people when they are sad. I start with something not as intimate as a hug, like sitting next to them, putting my hand on their shoulder, or holding their hand. You can feel the positive energy flowing between you.

Research indicates that there are many benefits from hugging, like:

  • Protecting your heart
  • Reducing your stress
  • Increasing your happiness
  • Enhancing your relationships
  • Promoting better sleep
  • Improving your mood and relationships
  • And many more

How do you feel when you give or get a hug?  Human touch is a vital part of being alive, and touching animals is also beneficial. I love when my neighbor brings her dog to visit me. He loves to be petted, and I love to pet him.  I don’t remember the last time I was around a cat until last week.  I visited a friend and her big, soft cat climbed on to my lap and started to purr. That felt so good.

Find a way to include more touch and hugs into your life. I know it will make you feel better.

 

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Loving and Living Your Way Through Grief

Emily Thiroux Threatt email is [email protected]

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Dealing with Grief’s Biggest Challenge

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The first big challenge everyone faces in grief is change. Nothing will ever be the same.  When this realization hits, often we become immobilized. We can feel stuck. Decision making can feel beyond our capacity. You may not even realize this is happening, so here is some help.

First, explore what you are experiencing. This is best done by writing. Get a journal or notebook just for this process. The process of writing your thoughts is important because if you don’t, your thoughts will float in and out of your consciousness making them difficult to remember and deal with. When you commit your thoughts in writing, you can come back to them as needed.

Create a space at the start of your journal to make lists.  With lists, you can add things to them when you think of them and cross things off when after you have dealt with them. For your first list, write the changes you are noticing that you are dealing with now. This can be anything from having difficulty getting out of bed to getting out of your home to grocery shop. Another list can be things you notice that you are going to have to deal with such as what bills need to be paid and when. You also may need to figure out the things your loved one did that you will now be responsible for.

These are just two list ideas to start with. After creating these lists, write an entry in your journal about each item on the list.  Focus on just one item at time. There is no rush in this process. You may discover that you need to take action soon on some of the items, so do that. And you may discover that some of the things you write about you don’t need to take action on at all.

Some items on your list will take more time. The biggest change for me to deal with was living alone. There was no quick fix for that but recognizing that was something I didn’t want allowed me to explore what I could do to change that situation.

Write in your journal about the items that come up on your list. You will discover much in the process.

Gay Hendricks says in his book The Big Leap that you are ready for a change when you can say:

  • “I want to change
  • I am willing to change
  • I commit to change”

You can make changes. When you consciously make changes that will serve you, you are stepping forward in the new beautiful life you are starting to live now.

 

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Dear Love

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While grieving, often what we miss the most is the physical presence of a loved one. When that happens, we also deal with what we perceive as the absence of love. Though this may be a feeling you have, know that love always remains. To deal with this, the first thing we can do is to remember the love we have for ourselves. Practice self-love.

Self-love is a vital part of our lives. I remember holding my newborn baby in the middle of the night, just the two of us, and feeling the deepest, most profound love I had ever experienced. That is the same love that we hold inside for ourselves but often don’t pay attention to.  To serve yourself the best, pay attention to that love.

Writing letters is a great way to find the answers you are seeking. Try writing a letter to love and see where that takes you. Start your letter by writing “Dear Love,” then write the letter asking the questions that the love inside you will know the answer to. Tell your love how you are feeling and what you would like guidance on. Pour your heart out. Say the things that you hesitate to ask anyone about. Write until you can’t think of anything else to say.

After you write your letter, take a breath and relax. Then, on another piece of paper, write another letter, this time from love to you. Write freely not analyzing what you are writing or thinking about what you think you should write. Just write. Discover what your love wants to say. When you complete the second letter, sign it “With love, from Love.”

You will be amazed. Pay attention and follow the suggestions that your love gives you.

 

 

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Loving and Living Your Way Through Grief

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Being Gentle With Yourself

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Through the process of grief and the process of life, we often hold ourselves up to the highest standards and goals. While that can be admirable, we often put unrealistic expectations of how fast we will accomplish our desires causing us stress and feelings of defeat or being a failure. That does not serve you.

If this is you, take a deep breath in slowly, then blow it out your lips like through a straw. Do that again. Now don’t you feel better? Do that whenever stress or negativity starts to rise. Now wrap your arms around your shoulders and gently rock yourself a bit, and ask yourself, “What do I need right now?” Then listen to yourself. If you need to rest a moment, do that. If you need to do something different, do that. Whatever you choose to do, make it be gentle.

How is your day going right now? When it isn’t going the best way to serve you, change direction. If you are stressing about a big job, break it into smaller components so that it isn’t overwhelming. Finish one step before thinking about the next one. This process melts stress. Also, don’t hold yourself to an overly long to do list. Try making a list of your top three items to do.  Only when those tasks are complete, make another list of three.  Just three items can be done, so you will have constant moments of success.

Throughout your day, allow yourself to reflect on healing images like your favorite peaceful place, Let that be your background for the day and feel that peace as you move through your day.  And have positive music playing in the background like this song by Karen Drucker: Gentle With Myself.

Think about what means the most to you and do what is related to that. Often, we find ourselves doing things we don’t enjoy yet we do them out of habit. For instance, maybe you are in the habit of washing and drying and putting away a load of laundry every day. Try consolidating the laundry so that you do it only once or twice a week. That will save you so much time! What habits that you have can you release? Let them go and notice how much lighter you feel!

Do the same thing with stories you tell yourself. Do you say things to yourself like “I am always unhappy,” or “I never can get things done.” Would either of those statements serve you? Probably not. Then release them. What other habits do you have that are negative or that don’t serve you? When you identify something that doesn’t bring you joy or satisfaction, let it go.

As you reframe your life, your peace and happiness will increase. The more you release, the better you will feel.

 

The Grief and Happiness Alliance

Loving and Living Your Way Through Grief

My email is [email protected]

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You can order The Grief and Happiness Cards by clicking here.

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